(Wrote about a month ago) Dedicated to Andrew Cabral <3
“It’s not that I don’t like him, I most certainly do.
But falling for my best friend, I see is a sin.
It is not my intention, so I refuse to give in.
Suddenly every now and then he would appear in my mind;
Dazing off -all the time.
He’s quite handsome and talented,
But that’s not what I look for in a guy
As for those reasons are invalid, to make him mine.
Time passed by; just a little more.
I’m starting to fall harder and even stronger than before.
Hell, I lied.
My disguise can no longer hide how I feel for him
Deep inside.”
-K.P
“You challenge yourself everyday,
Therefore you are your own enemy.”
-KP
Drew him this morning. <3
“Thinking about how much we’ve grown,
It amazes me to believe that the chances of us being together were unknown.
Could it be? That you are meant for me?
Well, who knows.
All I know is that I love you
And from this point on, I don’t ever want to have to let you go.”
-KP
I took this picture for my school’s photography club alphabetical theme display.
A letter I wrote to myself to enter in Tiffany’s randomize winning contest,
A Letter-to-Anyone.
“Dear The Other Me,
Who exactly are you and why is it that you exist in my heart and mind?
I can’t understand why and my other side. Go away; You’re an interference.
You like to bury yourself in depression when someone who loves you comes around
and gives you more than half of the attention you ask for.
Why is it that you desire attention?
It’s not what I want to desire. You have family and friends who love you,
what else more can you ask for?
You’re selfish; So selfish that you become drowned in your own sorrows
and expect them to pull you out of if. You should be ashamed.
But surely, you are, because I can feel it every time you take over me.
And when that moment comes, you take away my happiness
and make my days and nights worse than it should be.
You’re evil; stop giving me the unnecessary pain I feel
and the thoughts that run through my head.
My life sucks more than enough, don’t suck me in even deeper to the point
where I just want to give up. But you know what?
That’s why you’re my other side. You’re what I shouldn’t be.
A failure. I fight against you to gain confidence, to become successful,
and to make my family and the ones I love proud.
You are my one and only enemy, the one I fear. I will achieve.
You will not prevail, and no longer interfere.
Sincerely,
The real me“
-KP/QN
Joe’s ring spinning -taken at Dave and Busters while celebrating Alex’s birthday.
If you look closer, you can see some redness that represents the spinning
movements of the ring.
Took during winter vacation. (?)
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